Larry , live in my heart forever

Michael , which start with M , the first word flash of my mind , absolutely Music . Tell me , who can live without music ? Michael's talent in his creation of his music , which is immortality lived in my heart . In a lot of ways , Michael was my childhood . His music lighten up my saddened emotional , he turns sad to happy , when i was down , his music is always the songs that can drag me out of the saddening moment .

I will dearly miss him , RIP Michael Jackson .

funny joke !!

Boy sees his mum and dad having sex! Dad says "were making you a brother" Boy replies " do her doggy style i rather have a puppy."

Aspire to inspire before you expire ...

it was midnight , 2.45 am ..

i am inside my room , once again , can't sleep on my bumpy bed since i came back from ipoh . Dad call me , around 11pm .. i pick it up , we had talk for 10mins , he sounds extremely frustration , i remain silents and listen to him . Please , don't misunderstand , he is not scolding me ... Everyone needs talk .. complains , dissatisfaction of some1 or gloomy ... my dad choose to talk to me . glad to receive his call ...To be honest , this is the first time i heard , he is so much unhappy in his job , and the burden on his shoulder , he is just a high-school add-math teacher (apparently he is talent in add-math , and i m respect and proud of him ) , and he own small tuition center . But , the responsibility that he have to carry with , is beyond his calculation , although he is perfect in math ... before i and my sister graduated from high school , my dad , he can eat , spent , or buy whatever he want , cause we both still haven attend to college yet . arghh ! i recall something , there is one day , my daddy and i passing by a road , i saw a MPV there , it was TOYOTA ESTIMA . i ask him , why dad don't change your car (actually i like this car ..if he buy it , i will the authorized to drive it too ) . He stopped by , and hesitated for a while .. i never see my dad in my life , look at a car like that . i do know he like it . But he walked away . I follow and take the chance to promote on it ..like a car seller ... That time i was 17/18 if i have no mistaken .. He still can afford it , i know . His decision was right , he change topic , and obviously i stop .
Now , after one year plus , me and my sister is in the college now . Inti College and Taylor college .. wooo ... for mostly inti-an or taylorian , they enjoy their life and have no worry with their dad's wallet . And me , i did it when i came here , in my sem1 and sem2 .. (not so bad huh ? )
When my dad's friend ask 'where is your daughter and son ?' , they asked because we were quite 'famous' in school last time ...(that is another story )
son at inti , daughter at taylor ... lol ... 'Ah Tan so rich 1 arkk ..?' they will ask like that ... oh ..u thought with this admiration , my dad will show lanci face ?
NO , i know him . I think at that moment , maybe he is covering his broken shirt , or pants , those he worn it more than 10years .. (sry , author is cry now , give me a minute ). And he just , no , i am working hard to let my child get the best knowledge at a better college .
Well , can u guys tell me , can a high school teacher afford their kids college fees?
I can show the figure of both of us , a roughly amount my dad have to carry on .

I (bad son)

-per sem , i spent 3-4k on my college fees .
-per month , i spent around 1k on my accommodation and living .
- i ask for more , when i back to ipoh , having my stupid holiday , but actually is wasting my dad's money . For 3 month , i put it as 1k .

FOR 3 MONTH => 3.5k + 3k + 1k = 7.5k
divide it , monthly spent is 2.5k .
WHAT THE FUKKK ???
THIS is only for his son ..

Daughter ? no .. i not willing to know , and i did't ask , but what i know , taylor fees is much more expensive then my college .. somehow she is doing her medical subject .... @_@

my poor dad .... He ask me , take any study loan , don't use my creditcard , don't drive often , prepare b4 exam , dont get repeat , and u don't need a girlfriend ..(gf made me spent double ,mayb triple )
ok .. well dad .. i did all of this .. except the loan ...fuk ! i don't have the chance to apply it , everytime i check on it , it goes deadline .

alex arkk alex ...... i was thinking at this moment , can i have the chance to study oversea ? due to the family financial problems ... For now , my dream won't happen ..
Future ? i mean after my diploma ..that is depends on my poor dad (80%) , and of course myself (20%)

keke ... made sure u r 18+

A first-grade teacher, Ms Anna (Age 22 ) was having trouble with one of her students.
The teacher asked the boy, 'what is your problem?'
The boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'
Ms Anna had enough. She took the boy to the principal's office. While the boy waited at the reception of the office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.
The principal told Ms Anna he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.
The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?' Boy: '9'.
Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?' Boy: '36'.
So it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know The principal looks at Ms Anna and tells her, 'I think Boy can go o the third-grade. '
Ms Anna says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions, can I ask him?' The principal and Boy both agree.
Ms Anna asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy: after a moment 'Legs.'
Ms Anna: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'
Boy: 'Pockets.'
Ms Anna: 'What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid'?
Boy: 'Coconut'
Ms Anna: 'What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky'?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was taking charge.
Boy: 'Bubblegum'
Ms Anna: 'What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs'?
The principal's eyes open really wide again and before he could stop the answer..
Boy: 'Shake hands'
Ms Anna: 'Now, I will ask some who am I sort of questions, ok?'
Boy: 'Yep.'
Ms Anna: 'You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.'
Boy: 'A tent'
Ms Anna: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.
The Principal was looking restless and a bit tense He took one large Vodka peg.
Boy: 'Wedding Ring'
Ms Anna: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose
Ms Anna: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: Arrow
Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy: Firetruck
Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Boy: Fork
Ms Anna: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife fter they are married?
Boy: Surname
Ms Anna: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?
Boy: 'Heart'
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher : 'Send this boy to Stanford University; I myself got all the answers wrong'.

Why men and woman SUCK at Relationships ??

Equally, men and women want what they had before they sealed the deal.

Men want a "girlfriend" who will and always will be that cool girl who understands everything, gives him freedom and hangs out with him just like one of the boys yet who gives him an image and a reason to be alone with him at night.

Women want a "boyfriend" who brings her romance and who showers her with attention and complements.

Put 1+1 together, it becomes a disaster for both parties. It seems almost the same needs but the similar needs butt heads just as friends who are too similar can never be the best of friends.

Men carry too many double-standards in the women they ultimately want to be with. Men want their women to be the most sexiest woman alive yet they cannot stand it when another man looks at her in the same way so they demand their women to act and look a certain way in front of others yet they complain whether she is looking and acting too sexy or too homely. Men usually fall head over heels for a woman who is a complete care-giver, a woman who is always smiling and kind beyond compare yet when a woman is too much in their eyes, she's a complete pushover who is not worth the challenge. Where is the medium for women?

Women also carry too many double-standards in the men they ultimately want to be with. Women want their men to be the most caring and thoughtful person yet they cannot stand it when another woman feels the same way about their man because he might be "too giving" and "too nice" to random strangers who are especially women. Women usually fall for men who are mysterious but yet they beg their men to "TALK." Where is the medium for men?

Men and women suck at relationships because they fail to understand that what they need just as any human being needs to be fulfilled, is balance. It's a balance of push and pull. It's a level of neediness and selfishness as well as jealousy and competition.

In the end, it is always about greed and pride. Who brings this about when we are self-doubting or doubting the ones we want to be in a relationship with? The people around us. It is our family and friends. They want the best for us, but they feed us such biased input. Our closest people who we go to for the best advice give us the WORST advice and we really want to believe them. They only hear and see what we tell them. The people around us feed us disgusting pity and self-righteousness.

It is so much easier to deal with pain of a significant-other when we acknowledge what our friends and family have conjured up. It is easier to deal with the pain when we believe we were so much better than her or him. Have you ever thought about what was wrong with you and what you did wrong? Honestly?

Men and women always have that pride that they sacrificed so much in their own ways...and they actually did, but men and women equally want to believe that there will be another better person for them because they deserve it because it's the easiest way out of someone not wanting them the way they wanted another. It makes us feel more worthy and secure. That is why men and women SUCK at relationships.

Get over it. You suck, he sucks, she sucks, everybody sucks...just acknowledge that everybody sucks and we can finally get over our planned narcissism of being in a self-deserved relationship.

jz finish heroes ...

okay ...i was just finish season 3 , episode 7 ...
i was thinking and esteem , whats a great serial movie that heroes's director , Jeannot Szwarc hv make ... !! he is a talented director who knows wheres the camera puts ... and u , the heroes writer , jesse alexander =) , hv write a such interesting script ... =)

WowWWOoWWWoo !! It was jz exciting and attracting ...
god ...it will b very agony ...cant imagine if the heroes ends b4 season 10 ( a bit dreamful ) The new " villain " was not really cool enuf ... the two mans who helping Arthur Petrelli , the 1 absorb fears ..and eletrical power was just not perfect enought ... i don't wan to see that arthur controls every1 ..seems like nth can stop him since he got adams power (bastard ...my favorite adam...gone .. , thanks to hiro ) and his permanent power absorber that have to face to face to be done ( i tell u , it is gay enough ! ) ... another of my favorite ..peter ..his power is the mostly unique one .. , it will b a bit unfair if peter lose his power ..
Another thing ... y peter's father dun take parkman's dad power before he changing his neckbone position =) Quote ' thx u moury .. for all urs sacrifice '

LOL ! ! !




"Just a talent I have for the way things work, how the parts should go."
~ sylar phrase .....

fresh and bloody photo that hard to get on web ... ngek ngek ngek ngek ....

is it looks like wafer ? u wan some ? =)
muahahahaaaa



ummmmmmmmm..... BRAAAAAIIINS!!!

my 19th birthday ^^
lol ....

hmm teach u some excuses of ponteng ...
it's working !! i m sure that ur lecturer will mad with tis =)

1.
最體面的理由
："Saya takut la cikgu! Terlalu handsome, manyak perempuan tengok saya"
2.
最實事求是的理由
："Cikgu terlalu hodoh! Saya tak tahan tengok!"
3.
最拍馬屁的理由
："Cikgu terlalu cantik~~~ Saya takut saya tak boleh tahan juga..."
4.
最無聊的理由
："Kawan sebelah maja tak mau cakap dengan saya"
5.
最是理由的理由
："Kawan saya belanja makan...Bayar hutang..Cikgu mau saya pinjam kasi u?"
6.
最Cheap的理由
："Saya tolong nenek saya pindah rumah"
7.
最蠻橫的理由
："Tak syok! Tarak feel!"
8.
最無奈的理由
："Stokin saya baru cuci semalam..belum kering..tak pakai pigi sekolah tak boleh....."
9.
最丟面子的理由
："Tadi nampak leng lui di atas jalan...Tak nampak jalan dan jatuh dalam longkang....."
10.
最受挫折的理由
："Girlfren tak mau saya.... Cikgu....!! saya manyak sakit hati!!!" （保證老师狂哭)

hmm .....it was a tired day for me ... have been 10 hours staying at school ... the last class ... waking me up ... ... my classmate , manoo being a joker in the mathx class ..and all of us jz keep laughing there ... included the elizabeth , our lecturer ^^
>> tis fella

manoo ...